The biggest productivity-killer for me is putting him to sleep. He insists that I lay down next to him until he falls asleep. Then I find myself so comfortable that I choose to stay there. I often get up in the middle of the night but feel more like an consumer of internet content rather than a producer.
Anyway, I follow Margaret Atwood's on Twitter and she linked to a Terrible Minds post on the four fears that inhibit writing. They are 1) Fears about a lack of talent, 2) Fear about feedback, 3) Fear about publication and 4) Fear about being judged.
I have to say that most of my published writing is in in-house magazines for the universities I worked at in Korea and I didn't have much fear about them. I am proud of this article but in the hard-copy version there some odd editing and image placement choices that my colleagues kindly blamed on the magazine staff rather than me.
Now that I have am facing a higher bar regarding quality I am feeling the fears listed above. I especially like the advice for dealing with the fear of being judged:
This makes your writing suck. The absolute best work you have in you is always going to be the stuff that’s closest to your heart, the stuff that’s absolutely the hardest to let another human being read. It’s risky to show people those deep and true parts of yourself, but life is risk. Look that fear in the eye, spit it in the face, and then write more effing words.